One Week Left: Karma
“Many children believe there are monsters in their closets so they hide from them, they never approach them and therefore don’t understand the usefulness of a closet. Our suffering is much the same. Approach it, investigate it, understand it, and then hang your clothes on it, and maybe an accessory rack from Ikea to keep your personal thingys in.”
Let’s just be square, I don’t like saying, “One Week Left,” because it’s not totally the truth. If you remember back when we started this whole journey together, you’ll remember that this wasn’t about SURVIVING 30 days but USING 30 days for transformation. So, in reality, no, not “One Week Left,” but a lifetime left. Some things from this journey may stick and others may fall away to some degree but the important thing is that I’ve learned some discipline, some humility and new ways to be in touch with reality as opposed to medicating through food, beverage and laziness.
So here is something else I’ve learned: The Energy we put into the universe is, in fact, real. I had an event happen to me a little over a year ago that left me in an emotional acid rain storm. My depression was at an all time high and I lost all sense of value and positivity, when you read the ads on the El for Clinical Studies on Depression, they could have put my picture up next to them with an arrow and a blurb saying, “Do you feel like this guy?” Yes, that’s how bad it was, but, it was also the impetus, by way of domino effect, for the joy that I am experiencing now.
In seeking an answer for the pain I felt I found Buddhism and its philosophies, I’m not going to preach about it because there is nothing to preach about, you can live within almost any religion, creed or theism and still appreciate the philosophies of the Buddha (Martin Luther King Jr. was a fan of Buddhism). Buddhism works this way because it’s not about who you worship but how you live in the world.
- Recognizing the difference between “Need” and “Desire”.
- Recognizing that the source of pain comes from within us.
- Seeing the interconnectedness of the universe and therefore its beauty and ugliness as one and the same.
- And that all energy is also connected.
Karma (or Kamma) is not as most modern Westerners understand it; Karma Chameleon and “What goes around comes around.” Karma is about the intended energy that is sent out from our beings. We live in and pass on positive energy and if we do this we leave our spiritual pores wide open to receive the same energy. It’s not about bouncing our good energy off of a back board so that we can catch it again but about living IN the positive energy so that we are prepared to receive it as it is in existence all around us at all times.
It’s hard for a depressed person to figure this out because they are so stuck in their negativity that it seems nearly impossible to squeeze out anything that resembles joy. But I promise you, (yeah you, you know who I’m talking to) it is not impossible to find joy and positivity in your life if you learn how to understand and allow your suffering. Bet you didn’t see that coming. “Allow my suffering? What the hell are you talking about Joseff?” It is exactly what it sounds like. I want you to click HEEERRRE (Wait! Not now weirdo, after you finish reading my Blog).
Think of it this way; the reason I refer to myself as “An Idiot” in the title of my Blog is not because I think I am stupid, it is because IF I hold myself as a fully functioning, fully intellectual, human being, then I have already reached my utmost potential. However, if I accept that I am, in reality, a TOTAL FREAKING IDIOT, then I have the world at my fingertips and all the information that I did not have is now a thousand times more available to me and I am a million times more likely to seek it out. The truth is, and this should provide some comfort to my fellow downers (AKA Depressed Peeps), we are all suffering, we are all in this together and JOY doesn’t hold water if we do not first accept that we suffer. When we are born, we have already begun our inevitable journeys toward death. When you are aware of your feeling, whatever it may be, take a breath and say, “I am aware of this feeling,” allow the feeling to be and to exist, observe it, face it, try and understand it without judging it and it will float on to make way for the next feeling. The more you practice this meditation (And that’s what meditation is, mindful observation), the more you will understand your feelings, and the less control they will have over your life as a whole.
Many children believe there are monsters in their closets so they hide from them, they never approach them and therefore don’t understand the usefulness of a closet. Our suffering is much the same. Approach it, investigate it, understand it, and then hang your clothes on it, and maybe an accessory rack from Ikea to keep your personal thingys in.
Understanding Karma/Kamma comes from the above mentioned place of mindful observance of self. There’s a verse in the Bible that I remember from when I was a child and it stands out to me because it seems to stand outside of religious dogma and is also a testament to the Buddhist way of thought, and it goes something like, “Don’t attempt to take the speck from your brother’s eye (MEANING OF “BROTHER”: ANYONE ELSE’S EYE!!!) until you’ve removed the plank from your own.” Understand yourself and your energy will move out into the world and affect others, you don’t really have to try, it will just happen and you’ll reap the benefits of your Karma without realizing you even needed those benefits in the first place.
Since I started this Blog, working on being better to myself, I have found that I have reaped the benefits of positive Karma without even needing them in the first place. It’s nice to be surprised.
Now, go back up and click on HEEERRRE to forego your ignorance and learn a little about Buddhism. Or if you’re just to lazy to go halfway up the page you can just click HEEERRRE instead.
Comment below and give me some ideas on what I should do for my next 30 Days With and Idiot.